Blinded.

Underground hope. The feeling of wanting it all, without admitting it; wanting life to go your way everytime when in all reality you know it's absolutely impossible. To wanting perfection so bad that you actually do something to acheive it..only to realize it's not that easy. I can't even begin to tell myself where to start or what to change, but I guess life is an opportunity. To live and to learn. To grow. To change. To accept. And to thrive. To try and twist this crazy life to your vision of perfection. We've all been in those situations where you think nothing can stop you, only to be haulted by something you never saw coming. Blinded by life..when something else goes wrong. The worst thing ever is that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you hear bad news, or something suddenly turns for the worst. In those three seconds, your whole world caves in and it's always at the worst times: when your farthest from the person you need to be closest to, when you're already sad only to feel a sadness that makes you forget the reason you were upset in the first place, or when you're completely exhausted and don't think you can handle much more. It is never worth the risk - life is about being safe I've learned - because when you risk, all you're doing is setting yourself up for heartache. I should've known.